Sunday, September 12, 2010

Back in the fold?

Have I come back to this place so quickly? Does one communication mean the reopening of something? Does one meeting mean a new beginning? Or are we back at the same sick place playing the same sick game? Ready to try and hurt eachother once again?

I don't really know where this all will lead. But I can tell you that a major shift in my universe has occured in the last few days. What I do with it is the big question, I suppose. I have the power to dictate my own destiny here. I have the power to choose what I do and when. I have the power to say "no." But if I have so much of the power, why do I feel so powerless? And why do I feel as if this power I wield is something I'd really rather just get rid of all together?

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