Sunday, November 28, 2010

Random Calls

Random calls with the Caller ID blocked...at 11:30 p.m....disconcerting, especially since they only started coming in after my new "friend" accidentally sent a pic he was sending to me to his "recent text" list. Then all of a sudden "No Caller ID" calls started coming in...several that night, and the next day, plus sporadically since then. Then days and days and days without them, and now two tonight. I didn't get to the phone, they were missed calls, but I am concerned. I assume they are about him and not someone else from my past...but as much as I am concerned with these being about him, and about him lying to me, I am almost more frightened that a certain someone from my past is trying to get back in contact.

And if that is the case, I am terrified that I will not be able to resist at the sound of his voice. I don't know. I'm getting so paranoid, and so nervous about current and past issues, I just don't know what to do anymore. I just don't. :-(

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