Dreams

I recently watched this Nova documentary about dreams that dealt with the physical, scientific aspects of dreams but also toyed with the question of what dreams may mean to people.

So tell me this. Why is it that nearly every night for two weeks I close my eyes and dream about Josh? And why is it that nearly every time in my dream he and I are living in a house with my dad of all people? And why does one of the other girls from his past always inevitably show up? And why in the dreams before that happens and I so happy and completely into him even though every fiber of my waking being knows that I never should or could go back to those feelings with him?

Is my mind equating my current man with J Or is it trying to tell me that that was him that screwed me over time and again, not the new guy? I'm confusedby all these dreams and the truth of the matter is I DON'T want to be thinking about J, or worrying that the guy I'm talking to now is doing the same things to me that J did or any of that. I just want to be happy and not be constantly paranoid when it comes to men. Is that so much to ask for?