Liars

Doesn't anybody tell the truth anymore? I mean, really, why can't I just meet someone who is honest with me...who doesn't use me...who doesn't think that I'm so stupid that I won't figure things out. What do I have to do to find someone who is real, and honest, and who actually gives a damn. I mean, its really getting to be more than I can take. I just want to throw in the towel at this point, honestly. I don't think its worth it any more. Too much pain...literally, I actually feel physical pain today from all this (and no, there was no physical altercation this time, thank God).