wow

Wow! What a weekend! I don't even know where to start. In fact, I'm too tired to go too deeply into it right now. Unfortunately last night i did see him, but we didn't so much as speak to one another. I miss him a lot. We were good friends...at least it seemed that way. Maybe I'm still holding onto the illusion I had of him rather than what actually was there. I just miss the feeling I had when he was with me...when we had long conversations. I don't know. I just miss who I felt I was or who I could be when I was with him. :-( Maybe I'm just still sad and trying to get over it all. I'm sure I just need time.