really????

wish there was some way to know the truth
before I got attached
I wish there was a way to understand
why I can never choose correctly
why I can never trust anybody
why I am battered and bruised right now
why I didn’t actually use my force this time
Why did I take pity on her?
Why did I let s*** slide?
Why didn’t I call her out when she tried and tried
to take from me what was mine?
Now I see the truth behind her lies
now I see why she really is
I’m too academic for her jumbo backside?
as she would say, she can suck a d*** (my sloppy seconds assuredly)
and kick rocks too.
B**** please, I had him first not you.